DISCLAIMER: DON'T OWN, DON'T SUE, JUST WANT TO PLAY WITH CUTE BOYS (IS THAT A SIN?) lol =p TITLE: REASSURANCE AUTHOR: ELIZA BLAINE (elizablaine2000@yahoo.ca) LIZ: "yes,yes, yes, My first complete lemon!" (grabs Seth and dances around the room wildly, till Seth drops to the floor exhausted, Liz still bouncing around wildly.) SETH: "can i go home now?"(pouts cutely) LIZ: "Umm, actually, i still need your help, if CB, can spare you for a while longer"(pleading puppy eyes, regards, own muse, holding tissue to nose.) "my muse still doesn't like lemons, needs more persuasion i guess." SETH: "CB you've created a monster!"(Liz nodds enthusiastically) LIZ: "Oh Yeah! And you love me for it!" (Seth shakes head and goes to sulk in corner. Liz, shruggs shoulders and turns back to computer.) "hmm, maybe a nice, citrusy 3x4 next." (drums fingers on keyboard.) WARNINGS: DEFINITLY PG-17, LEMON, LEMON, LEMON. M/M RELATIONS, DON'T LIKE DON'T READ. LEAVE NOW, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. ARCHIVE?: YOU WANT IT JUST ASK, I'LL BE HAPPY TO SHARE. ;) PAIRINGS: SUPPOSED TO BE 1X2, BUT WITH A LITTLE STRETCH COULD BE 3X4, JUST SUBSTITUTE JAPANESE WITH ENGLISH, FRENCH OR A LATIN LANGUAGE (WHAT EVER NATIONALITY, YOU THINK TROWA IS.) COMMENTS: WELCOME, JUST BE GENTLE, THIS IS MY VERY FIRST LEMONY LEMON, FLAMES WILL BE USED TO TOAST MARSHMELLOWS. THANKS: COBALT VIOLET, YOU ARE A GOD/GODESS (WHO CARES ABOUT GENDERS ANYMORE ANYWAY), THANKS FOR THE LOAN OF SETH, DON'T KNOW HOW I'D HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT HIM! ^______^. DO YOU NEED HIM BACK REAL SOON? (NOW THAT I'VE STARTED, I THINK I'M ADDICTED. IS THAT A BAD THING? LEMONS AREN'T HIGH IN CALORIES ARE THEY? LOL.) =P Reassurance I lay here watching him sleep, he looks so young and innocent in sleep, and it hits me like a ton of bricks. We’re alive, we made it , we survived the war. I have to stop and almost pinch myself to realize this isn’t a dream. Gazing down at his face again I see him looking at me pensively. "What are you thinking about Koi?" I smile down at him, and lean in for a kiss "Us! Life!" I say with a smile once I’ve broken the kiss, both of us slightly breathless. He doesn’t say anything to that, simply pulls me back for another kiss and this time, our hands begin to wander. Slowly memorizing ever plane and hollow. His hands have always had the ability to find all my sensitive spots, and his lips are tracing my neck to my collar bone, making it very hard to think. And that is exactly his purpose, he often tells me I think to much. A sharp hiss escapes my lips as his teeth fasten onto my shoulder, a little harder then necessary, and immediately, the hot wetness that is his tongue is bathing the area apologetically. Sending shivers of desire through my entire body. Pushing me onto my back he begins trailing kisses down my chest, stopping to play with my nipples till I’m nearly mindless. "Tease!" I growl softly. "You like it!" he breathes against my now sensitive skin, before continuing the sweet torture. "Hell yes." I gasp as he sucks firmly on one nipple, pinching and twisting the other almost roughly between the thumb and finger of one hand, as his other hand traces patterns down my side and along my thighs. My own fingers tangeled in his hair pulling him closer. His lips leave my nipples slowly trailing a path down my chest and his tongue dips into my naval, before continuing a path down towards that part of me which is aching furiously. Nearly mindless with need, I try to lift my hips, urging him to touch that part of me that’s throbbing painfully. But he simply brings his hands down to hold my hips in an iron grip. Stilling them, and as I whimper he chuckles against my hip, his hair brushing against my cock causing me to moan at the ticklish sensation against my sensitive flesh. My eyes are feeling to heavy with desire to keep them open and slowly I let them drift closed and lose myself in the sensation of his lips and hands on my body. I feel a warm breath against my aching arousal, and then a hot wet heat is engulfing me fully, yanking a low groan from deep in my throat, as one of his hands moves up to toy with my nipples again. The other still holding my hips immobile. Incredible mindless pleasure, floods through my body the feel of his lips and tongue against my cock, causing my body to tremble. I’m so close, so close to the edge of that abyss, so willing to fall over into the endless chasm. Suddenly the warmth of his hands and mouth are gone and my eyes snap open in fear, fear that this was all just another dream and he’s not really here. That I’m all alone and simply imagining all of this pleasure. His eyes meet mine and I know he reads the fear in my eyes and knows the reason. His hand comes up to cup my cheek gently "Shh Koi, I’m here, I’m not going anywhere." And he reaffirms that with a kiss, as his free hand reaches for the nightstand. I ghost my hands lightly over his body, along his hips as he reaches into the drawer, pulling out a well used tube of lube. His lips parting from mine in a gasp as my fingers gently tease his balls. Letting my fingers trail lightly over his weeping cock, he moans heavily, thrusting his hips forward against my fingers. Smiling softly, I lightly trace my fingers over that pulsing hardness again, ripping another moan from his throat as he suddenly captures my lips in a bruising kiss. The sensation of one slick finger, teasing my opening causing my legs to spread wider, as his tongue pushes into my mouth, I feel his finger push into my passage and the feel of that slick invader causes my muscles to tense slightly, then relax as he gently thrusts it in an out. Stretching me, preparing me, loving me. A second finger and then a third are put into play, each one causing more indescribable sensations to course through me, and my eyes close again as the pleasure intensifies, suddenly his fingers brush against that special spot inside of me and my back arches off the bed and I find my self riding his fingers almost desperately. Panting and moaning I try to express in actions what I can’t seem to express with words, as I push back against his fingers even harder. Then his fingers are gone and the absences is so unbearable that I whimper in frustration. "Look at me!" his voice is strained, I can feel the head of his cock against my opening and with a fair amount of difficulty I open my eyes, to look into his. His eyes reflect the same passion and lust that I’m feeling at this moment. "Tell me." He forces past tightly gritted teeth. It’s hurting him to hold himself like this, but he won’t take me with out my permission. Like he really needs to ask, like I really want him to stop. But he would, though it would probably kill us both, he’d stop if I asked him to. "Please Koi!" that’s all it takes with a groan he pushes forward, inch by agonizing inch he enters me, slowly, so slowly I can’t take it any more and with a quick thrust of my hips, he’s fully sheathed inside of me. With a gasp, he brings his hands to my hips stilling them, "Don’t want to hurt you!" his breathing is harsh, and his muscles are tense to the point of trembling. Yet he refuses to move. "Please! I need you!" his hands fall away from my hips, and brace themselves on the bed as he starts thrusting, slowly, so slowly at first, then his eyes close and hips beginning moving faster. Losing himself in the sensations, the pleasure. My hands are grasping his hips tightly, trying to pull him deeper, each thrust hitting the special place inside me making my vision blur and turn white. I can feel his body trembling and I know he’s close, then suddenly his hand is on my cock, stroking, pulling to the rhythm of his thrusts, and my world collapses as I come violently, covering his hand and my chest with my hot seed. Crying out his name hoarsely. Seconds after me he comes, with a harsh cry, his seed marking me, claiming me. He collapses on top of me both of us breathing hard, I couldn’t move if I tried. Finally he pulls out of me, causing me to whimper slightly at the loss, then he’s laying beside me pulling me into his arms, brushing my bangs out of my face, and pressing a kiss to my sweat soaked forehead. "Love you!" I whisper softly, still slightly breathless. He smiles at me and gently presses his lips to mine for a chaste kiss. "Aisheteru" his voice is soft and reassuring and with that, I fall into peaceful, dreamless sleep, knowing my life is just begining, and my love will be here to face it with me. Okay, I know, a little OOC, but hey, it works for me, and it is my first Lemon, so I still need a little practice.